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| U ovom nehumanom svijetu, |
punom izokrenutih vrijednosti, punom zla, premalo ljubavi, previše usamljenosti, svakome treba neka dobra duša, dobar prijatelj. Brinimo jedni o drugima i budimo si međusobno iskreni prijatelji -- tako ćemo živjeti ljepši i ispunjeniji život i stvoriti bolji svijet....? Razmišljaj i djeluj: - reconfigure your brain - za toplinu oko srca - suoči se sa sobom - otvori oči - please hear me - a swift kick - games people play - raise collective consciousness | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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"isn't it funny... that which we are most afraid of is what thrills us the most......" |
- 24.02.2007. - tvoje misli (1) - #
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" Think it through. Somehow you knew it wouldn't be so easy. Maybe your vision got clouded? Could that be it? Some kind of spell or something? You have never been much good at solving puzzles or playing games as a child, far happier just daydreaming........ But now you feel like cursing your childhood self for slackness. No one else is going to do it for you, though. " |
- 11.02.2007. - tvoje misli (0) - #
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" Mnogi roditelji pribjegavaju negiranju problema i neprihvaćanju odgovornosti za sebe i svoju djecu. To je najrašireniji obrazac emocionalne obrane. Takav odnos stvara u podsvjesti djeteta emocionalni teret jer ne zna kako se suočiti s problemima i riješiti ih. " |
- 11.02.2007. - tvoje misli (0) - #
resist.
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turn off your tv |
- 04.01.2007. - tvoje misli (1) - #
someday.....
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Just one voice singing in the darkness All it takes is one voice Singing so they hear what's on your mind And when you look around you'll find There's MORE than one voice singing in the darkness Joining with that one voice Each and every note another octave Hands are joined and fears unlocked If only one voice would start it on its own We need just one voice facing the unknown And then that one voice would never be alone All it takes is one voice |
- 05.10.2006. - tvoje misli (2) - #
......the message this child GOT is
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that they are supposed to need nothing: “JUST BE GOOD, will ya? Be nice and quiet and take care of yourself”. So this child often complies by emotionally withdrawing............... As a matter of fact, most of us can recognize a lost child because they are the one whose name you can’t ever quite recall ... or you’ll find yourself looking right over them as if they were not there. They are so good at RETRACTING THEIR ENERGY, that they literally seem to DISAPPEAR. These children are often loners who turn to fantasy through books or computers. Because they have learned not to expect anyone to be there for them, they often repress their needs. This leads to a common complaint of feeling empty inside ... They may attempt to fill this void with food, leading to eating disorders and/or unconsciously take on illnesses in order to get the time and ATTENTION they need for SURVIVAL in a barren environment........ http://www.lynneforrest.com/html/birth_order.html |
- 21.09.2006. - tvoje misli (0) - #
h e l p
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There you are, walking down a street all miserable and depressed, no friendly face around, when all of a sudden a door appears in front of you on which it's written: PLEASE COME IN IF YOU'RE FEELING LONELY OR WOULD JUST LIKE A CUP OF TEA AND A CHAT What a relief, what warmth, just to see that, just to know such a place exists. This should be on many more doors. http://www.999club.org |
- 13.09.2006. - tvoje misli (1) - #
uz njegovu pomoć.........
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ležim..... gledam u ogromno nebo iznad sebe... obećavajuće nebo....... takav potencijal............... do mene leži... on... primam ga za ruku...... osjećamo se u tišini........... takav spokoj.............. "Remember to spend some of your day talking to god. He can help with your life, if you let him. All you have to do is stay connected to him. So many people today sit and wonder why their lives are such a mess but they only reach for the ultimate power of light and goodness one day a week. Make this force part of your everday life and in your thoughts throughout the day and you will see tremendous progress in your life." bože, budi sa mnom, uvijek...... uvidjela sam da ne mogu bez tebe. a da s tobom MOGU sve što trebam. nikad me ne prestaješ očaravati................... jesam spremna krenuti. vrijeme je.  lying down..... looking at the enormous sky above me... a promising sky....... the potential............... lying next to me... him... taking his hand...... feeling each other in silence........... the bliss.............. "Remember to spend some of your day talking to god. He can help with your life, if you let him. All you have to do is stay connected to him. So many people today sit and wonder why their lives are such a mess but they only reach for the ultimate power of light and goodness one day a week. Make this force part of your everday life and in your thoughts throughout the day and you will see tremendous progress in your life." god, be with me, always...... it got clear I can't do without you. and that with you I CAN all that's needed. the profound awe................... I am ready. it is time. |
- 29.07.2006. - tvoje misli (3) - #
And I was released from all expectations.
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"It was like a tremendous burden had been lifted from my shoulders. And my love shouted out to the universe in joyous splendor! I no longer needed anything from anyone! I was entirely self-sufficient. I didn't need my soulmate! I desired her, yes, but I didn't need her. And I cast away my images. What Peggy lies above and beyond my image? How wonderful she is, without my expectations! She is herself, perfectly, wonderfully! Everyone is! Everything she does is wonderful, because that is uniquely her! Everyone is! I am no longer "stuck" inside the box of my own expectations. Now there is a whole new reality, one where everyone is unique and exciting! The "unexpected" actions of another person is an overlapping of realities, where the edges of two realities touch in an unexplainable intimacy. And everything I do is alright in the same respect! All life is sharing this kind of intimacy!" http://www.robertpeterson.org/peggy.html |
- 14.07.2006. - tvoje misli (0) - #
no more drama.
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Mary's intimate experience concert.... a too special person providing us with too precious experiences.... someone said they don't need a therapist, they have Mary. her performance, who she is, how she shares, leaves one speechless. there are no words. if you're taking part in the sharing of feelings with her, you know exactly what I mean. blessed be. join in the fight. Been many days Couldn't take the pain Felt like I should take my life away See it everyday In every other young face See them crying out Life full of doubt Running in the streets No self esteem Thinking that used to be me What a shame It's hard to sit back And see The same thing happen to me Happen to you This ain't love But here's the love I wanna give to you It dosen't matter what They say or do Don't let them get to you Don't be afraid You can, YOU CAN You can breakthrough Take what I've been through To see that You can't hold a good woman down Went through the same point Of giving up I felt like I had enough Went to the edge Of the ledge But I didn't jump My life will sum it up You can't hold a good woman down Through your changes I will hold your hand Use my songs as remedies Whenever you're feeling down or blue I'll be there for you Trust and know That I've been where you're at Seen the things that you can see Looking at you resembles me But you gotta hold your own I'm still with you I still have troubles, too You're not alone I'll always be there For you You can't hold A good woman down " it's about the presentation of the song, and when you put that much emotion into a performance without overdoing it, you get gold. so much has the queen MJB grown and I love her more and more for it. " |
- 01.07.2006. - tvoje misli (1) - #
go to hell...... and then come back.
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u dalekoj zemlji, na nepoznatom mjestu.. izgubila pratnju s kojom se osjećala sigurnom.. ostala sama..... nikad ih neću naći! a kako da se sama vratim u sigurnost doma koji je tako daleko... jaka kiša, a dolazi uragan.... sklonila se u ogromnu praznu mračnu halu.... osjećaj očaja.. hladno, sama, izgubljena, nesigurna, nesposobna.... neuspješna u životu... malo prije ismijana od ljudi koje znam... hopeless. nigdje prijateljskog lica... crni psi trče prema meni... ne, pustite me SVI na miru, da u miru očajavam... tako sam umorna.... više ne mogu... najlakše bi bilo....... da! izlaz! pa sad je prilika, svi izgovori su na mjestu! popet ću se gore... i, ne skočiti, nego....... "poskliznuti" se....... zeznuti boga -- pa bio je nesretan slučaj! poslat će me na lijepo mjesto. dosta ovog života. popela se... došla do ruba, i "poskliznula"..... padam........ zvukovi nestaju... sve postaje crno. ležim na krevetu. oči zatvorene... u iščekivanju.. gdje sam? daj da nisam preživjela.... koraci se približavaju.... stavlja mi se jastuk na lice! ugušit će me?! što je sad ovo?!! skačem s kreveta, i vidim.... Njega. pitam Ga "što sad?? idem u Svjetlost, na moje rajsko mjesto?" bilo je ovo tako bolno za Njega... Njegove bolno tužne oči su sve rekle.... tako razočaran, tako iznevjeren...... On, koji je izvan linearnog vremena, ZNA da me čekala budućnost u kojoj ispunjavam svrhu svog postojanja.... da sam samo malo još izdržala... sve bi polako postalo bolje.... ali ne. neće biti dobro, ne idem u Svjetlost.... idem na ono suprotno mjesto. neopisiv očaj! osjećala sam užas tog mjesta... to se događa drugima, ne meni! preklinjem Ga da mi pruži još jednu šansu, molim te..... molim te!!!! suosjeća sa mnom.... istinski Mu je stalo do mene... kaže mi kako smo svi isti.... napravimo glupost, samoubojstvo, najveći mogući grijeh, i onda obećajemo kako ćemo postati najbolji primjerci ljudskog roda, ma sve ćemo napraviti, samo neka nam se da još jedna šansa! ali On tu ne može ništa, ne smije. s najvećom mogućom ljubavlju kaže mi: go to hell...... and then come back. moram tamo, provesti neko vrijeme, izvući se otamo, a onda ponovno pokušati uspješno odživjeti život, sada pametnija..... a On će biti tu. uvijek sa mnom. pomagati mi. istinski me voljeti. "take my hand, take me into your heart, I'll be there forever, I'll never let go." ležim na krevetu. sa strahom otvaram oči.... kakvo olakšanje! doma sam, sve je kako je bilo. dana mi je nova šansa!! ili..... možda nije..... možda sam na onom Svjetlosti suprotnom mjestu..............? a možda je to jedno te isto. ipak, samo malim pomakom u gledanju na stvarnost, pakao se može pretvoriti u zanimljiv izazov. s bogom u svom životu. in a country far away, at a place unknown.. lost the companions which made me feel safe.. all on my own..... I will never find them! and how am I supposed to get back to the safety of my home which is so far from here... heavy rain, hurrican on the way.... found shelter in a huge empty dark storage hall.... feeling of despair.. cold, alone, lost, insecure, incapable.... an unsuccessful existance... a moment before laughed at by humans I knew... hopeless. no friendly face in view... black dogs running towards me... no, ALL of you leave me alone, to despair in peace... so tired.... can't anymore... would be easiest to....... that's right! the way out! now is the chance, all excuses are in place! I'll climb up there... and, not jump, but....... "fall"....... trick god -- well it was an accident! he'll send me to a nice place. enough with this life. I climbed up... got to the edge, and "fell" off..... falling........ sounds quieting down... all is black. lying on a bed. eyes closed... in anticipation.. where am I? let it be I didn't survive.... steps approaching.... a pillow being put over my face! they're planning on choking me?! what's this now?!! jumping off the bed, only to see.... Him. I ask "what now?? I am going into the Light, to my heavenly place?" this was all so painful for Him... His painfully sad eyes were saying it all.... so disappointed, so let down...... He, who's beyond this linear time frame, KNOWS ahead of me really was the future in which I'm fulfilling the purpose of my existance on Earth.... if only I held on for a bit longer... it would all slowly become better.... but no. it won't be good, I'm not going into the Light.... I'm going to that place completely opposite from it. indescribable despair! feeling the horror of that place... this happens to others, not to me! I'm begging Him to give me just one more chance, please..... please!!!! He feels with me.... truly cares for me... says we're all the same.... we do the most stupid thing, suicide, the biggest sin possible, and then we're making promises that we'll become the best specimens of the human race, oh we'll do everything, just give us one more chance! but He can do nothing about that, He's not allowed to. with the greatest of love He tells me: "go to hell...... and then come back." I must go there, be there for a while, get myself out of it, and then again try to successfully get through life, now wiser..... and He will be there. always with me. helping me. truly loving me. "take my hand, take me into your heart, I'll be there forever, I'll never let go." lying on a bed. fearfully opening my eyes.... what a relief! I'm home, all is as it was. I've been given another chance!! or..... maybe not..... maybe I'm at that place completely opposite from the Light..............? or maybe that's all the same. in any case, just a little shift in your mind miraculously transforms the hell into an interesting challenge. just by having god in your life. |
